I haven't forgotten you...I've just been avoiding you. :)
I wanted my first post of 2016 to mean something, to be something super profound that I'm learning or something....and well...I'm sorry to disappoint...I have none of those things.
It's has been a really great month though...and I've just been "coasting." For a few reasons....one being there are a lot of huge changes coming up with our church and I am trying to take them all in. Some with other people in our church and some changes with me personally. With any change that happens comes gaining & loosing and the changes coming are going to be a loss for me specifically. And that makes me sad. So like anything that brings emotion for me I do what I do, and that is-->avoid. :)
I try to fool myself into thinking it will go away if I ignore it, and well you and I both know it doesn't work that way.
The other reason I have been coasting is, I have been taking the steps that I know I need to take & that means...after 8 years at Brcc and 12 years total, I am stepping out of high school ministry. I have been feeling the spirit leading me to join the women's ministry at our church. And he has been clearly making that the one and only door I am to walk through. I am nervous & not 100% sure why I am to make this move, but there has been many different ways God has confirmed this and made it clear, clear, so clear....so at the end of February I am officially going to be done. I am most nervous to have to start over...and get to know other women deeply like I know the women I currently serve with. That takes time and years of doing life together...Shew. Gaining and loosing perfectly describes this next season. The cool thing is I'm 100% confident this is Gods leading and that makes me so excited to see where He is going to take me. So here is to the next season and with that I have this song on repeat. Oh how I love it.
