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Last night was just what I needed...I was thinking that was the 1st time in 7months that I've really truly been able to worship without distraction. I've been bringing Ella with me to our Wednesday communion service since she was born & last month it was just way too distracting. :) haha Sweet girl would let out the loudest sighs & flip her book around & just coo...I think we lasted a 1/2 hour in there! So this one I found a sitter. It was bitter sweet because I missed her there with us, but it was so what I needed. I felt like that deer Todd talked about that was just panting for the water...I feel full. Still super emotional for some odd reason...and no, not the obvious reasons for emotions...just been in such an odd place lately. There is a ton happening one with Jeremy being in Ethiopia soon...I think that has me more stressed than I like to realize. I like denial. :) But all these things combined have just been pushing me to get in the word more, to stay connected to the vine. Its so important. Still feeling a little heart heavy, but at the end of the day I will say my God is good & worthy of all my praise! ♥